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Edit: Sorry for freaking out. Long story short, someone went off at me and said that I was trashing them in this journal. I hadn't realized that I would have someone use what I said in a journal against me. I would say more about it, bu I won't because of what was said. From now on, my entries will be for my friends to read, and nobody else. I'm sorry if it seemed like I was going off at you people. I was very upseat at that moment and I hadn't had time to calm down any. I'd wanted tomake sure that I put that "disclaimer" there so that no one else could use my journal against me. Thanks again for reading and understanding.
- Mood:
angry
There's a little kitty here.
She's a tiny thing and so thin,
her bones protrude.
She's turtle color
with white on her paws.
She belongs to no one here
and no one knows where she's from.
We've given her food and water,
but she doesn't have the strength to eat.
Her eyes are matted shut
and she sits so very still.
My grandpa doesn't think she'll make it.
My grandma thinks milk will help.
I hope the kitty lives on.
The tiny kitty siting in the garage.
- Location:not home
- Mood:
melancholy - Music:none
I did get to see my friend Car though and I was happy. We didn't get to hang out for long, but we still had good time. I like talking to her because I don't feel like I have to be cautious around her. I can say what I think and not worry that she'll hate me or something. She's also a writer(and a good one at that) so I can bounce ideas off her and get new ones. She also knows Jo. We were both friends with Jo. Now, not so much, but Jo is the kind of person that you just have to outright tell and she still might not believe you.
I'm pretty sure Jo's ticked at me. Sunday night we were at church and Car, Car's little sis. and I were sitting in a row with some other people with no free seats. Jo comes in late(during the greet everyone part) and then tells Car's little sister to give up her seat so she can sit with us. I grabbed Car's little sis and told her to stay and Jo just went in the row behind us and ignored me. Oh, well. f she'd goten her way, Car's little sister would've ended up sitting all by herself which is not acceptable. She's like the little sister I never had and I will not let Jo make her go sit by herself.
I'm feeling a little depressed. Mainly because I'd hoped to repair things, but Jo acted like she'd done absolutely nothing. It's what she's always done, but I'd hoped that she'd matured. Car says that this is normal. Jo will blatantly lie and when Car points it out, Jo goes postal on her. Actually, Jo goes postal on her almost daily. At least Car is changing schools and won't have to put up with it as much.
I've been developing my characters on my new neopets account. It's ayaka_mio. I know I said I didn't want Jo to know, but 1) I don't think she's ever even glanced at this or she would've chewed me out, and 2) I'm sick and tired of having to tiptoe my way around her. I want opinions on my characters, so I don't care if she finds out about my new account. That's why you can BLOCK people.
I think I'm going to start posting some of my character profiles here. I have to see if you can edit your entries first, though. If I can't, it'll probably be awhile because things change and are added frequently. I like it if you would give your opinion on my characters. I'm always looking for tips on how to improve.
- Location:My room
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:none, can't find anything to fit my mood.
I got my hair cut today! It's been forever and I'm glad to have it short again. It's so much easier to deal with this way.
I leave for the wedding sometime this week which is going to be a pain. My friend up there won't be there until noon the day before we leave. At least I'll get to spend some time with her though.
My new neopets account has really hit off. I like to use it more than my other account. I've started writing for a "newspaper" that's run by someone and I'm having a lot of fun with it. I'm also making some new friends who are writers and I joined a guild for writing. It keeps me going.
Since I'm already talking about writing, I have a new poem up and a new short story. I've also started making up stories for my pets on Neo. All of these different writing activities are keeping me from getting writer's block and it's keeping me from getting lazy which is usually my biggest problem. I wish I could tell you my new username, but I don't want Jo to know, because then it would defeat the purpose of me getting a new account.
Hope you all are doing well. If it takes me longer to update, you can blame it on moving. Next month is going to be really busy and it might be a couple weeks before I can get on for a bit to post an entry.
- Location:my bed
- Mood:
drained - Music:none
I have made a new neopets account. I wanted to be able to go on neopets without having to dodge around a former friend. Basically, I wanted to be able to feel free from her, so I made a new account. It worked. Worrying about he friend was weighing me down and by doing this(and creating a new email) I've been able to break free.
I'm not going to tell you my new username because said friend
I've also written some since I posted last usig my character Ari. I'm really starting to like this chick, so I'll be using her a lot. I've even started to think up a history for her. (The whole trouble getting to sleep thing is the cause of all this. Before I go to sleep, I throw around ideas. The worst thing is, I then want to write them down, but I have a hard time seeing in the dark, especially without my glasses.)
Hmm. Well, I have more creating to do. Bye!
- Location:lala land and I'm having loads of fun
- Mood:
creative - Music:flyleaf-all around me
First(and most important) news is that I'm moving. Yeah, slightly unexpected. I figured it out when my mom started looking at houses. I am moving to another state(not for the first time though). Kinda intresting. The high school I'll most likely be going to has a culinary arts program which is cool. Also the town is smaller and the cost of living it less which are two MAJOR things my parent want changed. Hopefully I'll also be getting my own room(with a small walk in closet, can double as fort if blankets, pillows, and other materials are gathered.).
Unfortunately this means we have to clean the house so we can show it. So, I cleaned all day today. My feet were killing me by dinnertime. On the other hand the house looks much better and you can actually see the floor in my room. No I'm not joking. I really only see the floor when my sister decides that her stuff has throughly conquered the room and shuld be cleaned up or when my mom says that she can't go anywhere until the room is clean. Wheeee.
Well I'm gonna go veg. Later.
- Location:definately my bed
- Mood: exhausted
- Music:the keys of my laptop keyboard
Wow..... four weeks. I've got a lot to say.
The intro for my fanfic is up on deviantart (my username is Moriko11) and I'm rather pleased. I will be posting up to chapter three before I do the backround stories(see dev journel for more info.) as those are all I can do before filling in the gaps. Also I am offering to write poems, short stories, caracter profiles, etc. for free. I want to try out my writing skills.(Once again, see dev. journel for details.)
As far as the thing with Jo. We had kinda made up, but when I said that I was still a little hurt and needed more time to completely get over it and when I called her out on some things, she got nasty. Soooo.... I am not talking to her. If she apologizes, I will be friends with her, but she'll have to start all over and even be in a worse position than she was when I first met her because I don't know how much I can trust her. I've thought about this for awhile, and I think this is the best solution.
Orchestra pretty much stinks. Mr. D. doesn't really eem to care anymore and Kat is being a pain(Rave too, but not soo much). We just got four new pieces for our concert(two weeks before concert) and he isn't even noticing/caring that there are at least three(including myself) people who're hardly even playing on the really hard piece because they(we) cannot keep up. It has been sooo hard not to throttle someone in that class. I've come close several times. Oh well, I'm glad I chose stagecraft and choir over it for next year. Whoot! love playing the violin, but I hate the class, so it's been dropped for next year.
I have wonderful news! I made Madrigals for next year! Madrigals is one of the two high choirs at my school. They sing Renaissance songs and wear dresses. There are only sixteen spots and you have to try out. I was exstatic when I found out.
Got to go! Bye!
- Location:lala land
- Mood: creative
- Music:boten anna- basshunter
There is goo new though. This weekend is D-Now and I get to spwnd the whole weekend doing that. I'm going to be dead on Sunday, though, because the lights out is 1:30 am on Saturday. So I will not post what happened until Monday, because I will be dead asleep.
Weird news. Jo appologized (via e-mail). Her apology was a reply to one that I sent saying that I hdn't meant to insult her. Now my problem is that I don't know how to respong. She said that she was just cranky and she was just taking it out on me, bu since it was over several days, I want to tell her that she needs to learn how to control her anger. I want to tell her this, but not sound snobby or catty. I don't want to leave that out beause I know it's something she really needs to hear. Any tips?
Well, I'm supposed to be
- Location:my bed
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:none(headache remember??)
Here's the situation: My friend, Jo(female), has been ignoring any form of typed communication I send her way. I brought this to her attention through a message on a site we both frequent(Neopets and her more than me) and I simply tell her that I find it annoying that she won't respond. When she responds she wrote that she wasn't always on the internet like I had assumed she was even though I only sid that I knew she was on. I just got that today and I tried to be careful in my word choice though I'd really like to chew her out.
I have decided that I will remain aloof and distantly patient through this, because while she annoys me right now, I really do care about her and I know this will pass.
Not all of my life is horrible though! I am finally better after about two weeks of being sick off and on and I had a concert in the park Friday which went quite well. This week is my Spring Break and my grandparents are coming down to visit. I've also had the room to myself all week as my sister was auditioning for scholarships at a college near my grandparents and has been there since Monday. Yesterday I took two sheets and made my room into a fort which was a lot of fun. My little brothers love doing it, so I decided to try and it was thoroughly enjoyable. I recommend it.
- Location:LaLa Land! You should join me!
- Mood: infuriated
- Music:Falling Up-Escalates
- Location:my room
- Mood: contemplative
- Music:Blindside/Subseven
Gack. Sorry for taking so long to update. I'm rather lazy and I've had a lot to do. Let's see...since I posted last. Well last week was competitin for both orchestra and choir. Orchestra we got 3 superiors and 1 excellent which means we're going to state and it was our first time. In choir we got an overall excellent which is just below, but we got better at sightreading, which is good. Unfortunately since I sang with a sore throat Fridayat the choir competition, I lost my voice and it didn't completely come back until yesteray which stunk. This last week I had a group project to do. You know, it's really hardto do something wiht a partner when you cannot talk above a whisper. Go figure.
Today my little brothers are at basketbal and my pares went with them, so it's just my sister, the Drama Queen(D.Q.) and me. Which really isn't very fun this weekend. My parents think that she's the "responsible" one out of the two of us whilei'm the ditz who you can't count on. Uh, reality check please! First she ate her breakfast at about 8:30 and then read until her boyfriend called. Then she talked to him for a while. By the time she's done it is about 10:00. Then she decides to take a half hour shower. All the while, I'm doing my chores and I even helped her out some with part of one of her chores and doing mst of the two we were supposed to share. Oh, well. That's her problem.
Sorry for ranting. She just really gets on my nerves. Ack she's back. I'll be back later today with more info an me.
- Location:my room
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:Skillet
Hey everybody! My name is Mizuku Rei and I'm a writer who also enjoys cooking and music. I plan to use this to just kind of rant and tell what happens. I'll try to keep things as true as possible, but it might be a littleoff. Just as a warning: I use sarcasm a lot to joke. I don't mean to be rude or cruel. I'm not going to use real names in this, just beacause I don't want to. Net entry will have a basic cast that will be added on to. I've got to go. Sleep calls! .........
Yeah, I know this was posted in the morning, but it was written in the evening. I didn't hav time to post before bed. I'll try not to type this so late so that there's no more confusion.
- Location:lala land(duh...I'm always there.)
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:superchick
